Jump Because You Can.

Today was a good day and I don’t know why.  Do you ever get those days?  It’s was overcast and on the verge of raining today but it just felt so good.  It was nice out and it wasn’t cold cold, I mean it was cold but there was no wind so it didn’t feel like it was freezing.  It just felt cool, and I really like that.  When I left the house and first let the air hit me I was rocking headphones in my ears and I briefly broke out in song and dance but then I was almost late for being early to school so I merrily skipped off.

I just feel so frigging good today!  I had to restrain myself from random dancing!  I’ve never had to do that.  Usually when I feel the urge to dance I do because usually I feel the urge to dance in my room but nope!  Wide open in the school and that of course just made me want to rock out even more.  I don’t know what’s up with me but I like it.  It was one of those days where you are just so giddy that nothing can stop you.  Today there was no worry about all the school work, homework, social work that I had to do.  It was like a part of me knew I had to do them but I didn’t worry about them.  A life without worry!  Now that would be perfection.  And I have days like that every so often but usually they are kept in the quiet calm that is my head.  They are very peaceful and thoughtful and I would just love to breathe but today was different.  Today was definitely a jump up and down and enjoy life day.  Not a peaceful thoughtful enjoy life day.

The music I’ve been listening to -craving to listen to- all day has been different too.  Usually in my quiet pensive moods I would love to go for a nice bluesy, jazzy, acousticy, natural sound that has the artist sing lyrics that make you feel like they’ve printed them in your soul but today has been all crazy upbeat skater boy punk bands and boybands that sing about sappy teenage love.

I guess I’m just in a weird mood

Sometimes you need a little bit of that you know?  Just to feel good.

Well, I’m off to plug in some Backstreet boys, Something Corporate or Boys like Girls and going crazy in my room.

I’ll return soon.

(On a side note, my website is blocked on the school computers and categorized under “Games”  can I get a “QUESTION MARK!” please?)